been awhile

So, it's been awhile since I last wrote. Not that things haven't happened. I just haven't thought of blogging. Unlike, I suppose, most bloggers, I don't read other blogs, which may account for the lack of readers for my sad, sorry little blog. Since I'm seriously considering a change of format for this little blog, I don't actually know why I'm writing now.

Maybe I'm writing because I want to confess. I don't like church anymore. I don't want to go, I don't enjoy being there, and basically the only "redeeming" quality I find in church is the fact that there's a guy there I want to be friends with, and that's just about the only place I ever see him. Yeah, I'm horrible, I know. Especially since not too long ago I was raving about how much I loved it.

Life sucks.

Random question. How would the average guy react to having some girl he knows walk up to him and say "I have a crush on you.'' ? Truly, how would he take that? I don't even know how I would react to some guy saying that to me, and I'm a girl. I tend to think that men and women think remarkably differently. I'd try it, but the only guy who would know it could possibly be expalined away as an experiment afterwards knows that he's not my type. Any other guy I know might think I was serious. (There's no way I'd try it on a guy that I actually have a crush on, I fear rejection, you see)

Why do I blog?
Till next I write